hi today i went out with Juline..sharina was supposed to come also but last min she had to go visit her uncle....so it was just the two of us...was supposed to eat oreo cheese cake but i forgot to bring the voucher, yup dumb me. the main purpose of the outing and i forgot the most important element, nvm we decided to walk from ps to orchard and we made our way to heeren to walk and also to look for the Gift A Name shop but we couldn't find it there so we made our way to Kovan.then she wanted to get something for netty(wah juline really spoils her sister) to encourage her for her exams...how sweet. so we walked around and found ourselves at Mini Toons where she bought her a keychain tat jesslyn also has.i saw a really nice mickey mouse handphone key chain but by gosh it was 13 bucks! and it was not big at all! so i did not buy. then we were really thirsty sowe went to KFC to have a drink and we shared cheesefries, then talked and talked and then juline said she wanted to buy someting for herself and i wanted to also. we walked around all day and din get anything for ourselves...so we made our way back to mini toons were after much deliberation and consultation i decided tat i would buy the keychain(ididnt want to spend so much money)....so i bought that and juline bought herself a nice blue hairband.....
i bought:
shoe laces-$1.50
Mickey Mouse key chain-$12.95
Meal with jules-$2.80
Total-$17.25(aahhhh!)
then we made our way to farrer park where i walked juline to the bus stop so that she could take the bus home(duh!) and then i walked home....we didnt do anything much today just walk here and there i think if it was the three of us it would be a whole lot more fun.
Anyway i dont really like taking money from my parents...i mean i dont hate it that they give me money for allowance and wen i need it but i feel really guilty about it like im taking from them and not giving back. i mean they dont just cover my allowance, they pay for my school fees, my violin lessons, my fencing training and my taekwondo fees...plus im sure theres alot more....and on top of that they still need to pay for my Oldest brother's university fees and all his other stuff and not forgetting that my second brother will be going into the university next yr. we're not a well off family, we're a working class family but it still is a big burden on their backs to have to pay for all of this and still take care of household bills and car bills and trying their bests to help our grandparents......i mean i really want to work so that maybe i can help take some of that pressure of of them but after thinking abt it i realised i really dont have the time this yr......i have:
SYF rehersals
Trip To India with school
Taekwondo orientation practise
Extended curriculam
possibly a battlefield guide trip to fort serapong
and wen the new yr starts
IRP(intensive revison programme)
SYF
sec1 orientation performance for tkd
Tkd competition in june
and not forgetting the most important of all O-LEVELS
there is probably a whole lot more and i really wanna work hard next yr so that i will do well for my Os and get in JC with a good L1R5......how can i stay comitted to a job with all these things in between? i mean i dont think its fair to the employers also rite? so i guess i have to put the job thing on hold until all of this finishes and i'm not going to give up on any one of them cause these are committments tat i have made and i intend to keep them....i just have to save money and not use it any old how. i wanna be able to grow up make a name for myself so that i can help support both my parents and grandparents(if they're still around)....u noe come to think of it i actually have been having this idea in my head for quite some time now and maybe i havent exactly worked out the fundementals of it but i think it could be successful with the right attitude but i really dont noe if i should make this a reality.....it'll be risky rite? but lifes abt taking risk.....hopefully i can do it one day its got to do with something i am really interested in......i still wanna get a job and not ask my parents for money...i think this mindset come with growing up,tending to want to be more independant and self-sufficient.....well if only money really did grow on trees...
PS: i found out tat someone got retained....so sad for her hopefully this will wake her its another chance for her
