Thanks Michelle and Vanessa for your concern it meant alot to me. Michelle was the first one who asked me if i was ok and then gave me a hug(which gotthe crap from kevin and gordon). Then during assembly Vanessa came and asked me if i was ok and told me not to think too much about it. Thanks VNS i'll try not to but its very difficult u noe. Thanks anyway. Its nice to noe that i have friends who are there for me when i need them. Tommorow i will turn 15. And if my grandpa was around he would be 71. But it is still his birthday so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ACCHA I MISS YOU. i hope you are doing well in heavan and living a great afterlife. My grandma is so much better today and so she decided to clean out the house. Is it me or are the people in my family just very stubborn. My grandpa didnt want to go to the hospital and look at where that got them. The women are even worse. I hope they understand that they will affect us also. I almost forgot my own birthday can u believe it i remember my grandpa but not mine and we share the same birthday. i still can't get the images of the mandai crematorium and the funeral out of my head and yesterday when i saw the lim kim san funeral it reminded me even more. I really wanna move on and start afresh with him in my memory. the social studies paper was not bad today ok i hope i pass. i did bio test today it was ok but a few things i didnt noe. hope can pass, tommorow is english and a-maths so i better go study for them. i'm gonna do my best for my grandpa....bye
