hi, havent updated in a long time! well certain bad things have been going on, Michelle knows about it. No, its not boy trouble i'm passed that(and its the least of my concerns), its a family thing that i'm going through. Yeah i feel really sad and confused and worried but i'm not gonna write abt it in the entry and dump my problems on you guys. For people who know me they know that i will listen to you but i dont want to burden u necessarily with my problems. You know maybe cause i've always been the stronger less sensitive one,gotta be strong for my friends. i was sad but now i dont noe why i dont feel so sad and dont feel like crying anymore, i have a good feeling that it will be fine and he'll be out and better before we know, i mean they said he wouldnt make it through the week and guess wat, the weeks up and hes still here. so hopefully it will be fine. So i'll try to make this post as haapy as possible. Michelle and me quite close nowdays, haha its nice to know someone is there for me in this difficult time. Thanks for ur concern. i went for fencong yesterday and guess wat? i almost beat Ruge! can u believe it! me! i lost 5-4 but so close i've nvr won him since the first time i fence a 15 point bout with him and lost 8-15. But he is really a great person to fence with. I fenced my coach, Henry after that. Ahhh! i got slaughtered! so effortless and he won! Well thats why he S'pore's no.1 fencer. was supposed to fence with the guy(whose name i forgot again!) but due to time constraint(Julianna wanted to Kevin Hill) we could not fence and hes not coming next week so i'll have to fence him next next week then. I fence with Mickey and she won me 5-4 because i was in such a hurry to finsh my attacks then i didn't defend well. oh well learnt my mistake. Well i'll be 15 in 22 days. I dont think i wanna celebrate my b'day cause i share my b'day with that family member and if he doesnt make it through i dont want to celebrate at all small or big....ok i feel tears coming so will stop now.
Ps: Syuk can u tell me whether u want to be in the team faster or not? i mean its a one day thing just wack the ball. Hurry up dude!
