Arts Night was a hit! well i hope it was. ppl were laughing at our skit. that shows that it was gd. thanks to denes dancing too haha. we came up with sucha creative idea for the rose that mrs leong gave us. there was a part where syukri said something about being positive and i handed him the rose which he handed to denes who pushed it away. oh my poor rose. i think denes,ashraf,syukri and me make quite a gd team dont u think? we r like the only ones who kept practising and practising. im srry if i made ppl angry by saying " I need to be left alone to get into character i dont want ppl to tell me this and that"i was really frustrated that the teacher was making me walk up and down in that stupid little room and i was pretty muchlosing my temper and i was forcing it in and while doing that iwas almost crying. so i really just needed ppl to get off my back and i went into the toilet to just kinda calm myself. maybe thats why i had a fed up look on my face. plus the whole day did not start out well with me firstly because of the debate thing and then my mom told me what my grandpa was saying and that had to add to the whole frustration(it was nt gd wat my grandpa said he doesnt say much nice stuff after his stroke). And my baby Cousin Ronan decided that he was going to be cranky today so i had to carry him around. I didnt get to see Anushka either. So the whole day was just a big mess for me so i was really frustrated and i needed to be left to be for a while so i hope u understand.Jean was very proud of me unfourtunately i didnt get to see her.I missed the actors bus yesterday wah they left without me. in the end i had to go with the choir and backstage crew and mr tan. I saw Kim Hock but he just stared at me and walk away. for a person who constantly smses me he can still not talk to me fine doesnt bother me. Oh Ashraf did u noe that ur mother was sitting next to my mother. my mom told me "tat boy playing the punk his mother was sitting next to me." i think they spoke to each other. today is Arts Night Part 2 must be in school by 4.30pm. After this all this will be over thank god then i can concentrate on my mid-yr exams.
(i bottle up my feelings so i dont tell ppl so when i lose my temper and i try to push it in it is very difficult and i almost have tears coming out which i try to push in as well)
PS: i have to train my juniors for the fire skit. fine as long as i dont have to act in the fire skit i think i have had enough dramas for a while. i need a break
