hi...there's nothing happy about this update at all. im such a failure well thats how i feel right now. i didnt just fail 1 subject i failed 5 subjects. yes shocking isnt it sumedhaa can fail 5 subjects. i hate myself right now i feel so depressed i am literally pushing the tears back i just wanna cry but those who noe me noe that i will never cry openly i always cry on the inside on when i noe ppl wont see me. i now am looking forward to my sec3 camp i need to clear my mind badly. havent even told my mom my chemistry and history grades which i both failed as well. here are the grades of a failure:
Eng 34/50 (1st time getting B 4 eng nvr got anything blow an A b4)
E-maths 21/35
A-maths 22/30
chem 15/40
phy 18.5/40
hist 9/24
ss 7/25
mt 13/50(as usual)

after 2day i really dont feel like going for kelly's party but i already promised her so have to. im gonna go and try and cry my eyes out now i need to cry or i will explode. ppl also noe i m not a very open person and it is very difficult 4 me 2 open up to ppl.

9:47 PM; OOPS, I spoke again Y